depression · Mental health

Mute no more. 

I’m depressed. 

I have been for the past 9 years of my life. I’ve tried to commit suicide at least 4 times. And now I can feel myself slowly going back to that place! The past 6 months have been so hard for me and a day doesn’t go by without me thinking about it. And as a result I started cutting myself.

I feel alone! I always feel alone! In a room filled with people I feel alone! 

I feel unloved. I feel like no one cares. 

I feel like if I were to just disappear no one would notice. 

Now, I know you are wondering why I would just tell you all of that. I don’t want you to pitty me or feel sorry for me! No! Not at all. 

I just don’t want to be mute anymore.

I just want my voice to be heard.