I have been for the past 9 years of my life. I’ve tried to commit suicide at least 4 times. And now I can feel myself slowly going back to that place! The past 6 months have been so hard for me and a day doesn’t go by without me thinking about it. And as a result I started cutting myself.
I feel alone! I always feel alone! In a room filled with people I feel alone!
I feel unloved. I feel like no one cares.
I feel like if I were to just disappear no one would notice.
Now, I know you are wondering why I would just tell you all of that. I don’t want you to pitty me or feel sorry for me! No! Not at all.
I just don’t want to be mute anymore.
I just want my voice to be heard.